I love my friends. Yes, I do. But yet I find myself getting more and more impatient and less tolerant. I've changed? Yes, I have. But have they too?
I still love them. Love my sisters and k-ppl lots. But it may be for the different environment (study) we're immersed in now... common topics are less. And I hate it when ppl think im stupid. It's as if my results when better are 'cos my school's papers easier, when i score worse than some of them then it's natural.
It's by choice that I chose a path with noone i know. I wanted a change of environment and I managed it. But now when I look on fb, go for outings etc, it's as if... there's a break between me and the rest now. I see them enjoying 2 years I've missed spending with them. Regrets? I bet I have lots of that. But it's all a process of growing and maturing right? I will pull through just fine. (: After all I've been through teachers' pet -> flirt -> bimbo -> huachi -> possessiveness -> red alert -> friends -> eighteen.
Excessive time makes us think excessively, doesn't it?
At least I'm glad to have regained my passion for dance after half finding a bore and dreading it and wasting lots money for 3 years. I'll pull through Grade 8 with Distinction just like how I did with the past 2. And score As for 'A' Levels. GOOD LUCK!
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