Prelims officially ended for me today! yays!
Except it's still not the time for me to play. 'cos jojo they all still having prelims. or in fact, they just started. haix...got half a temptation to accompany them go study. Considering the fact that by the time they finish prelim it'd be at least 3 weeks from now... by then it'll be my study period again la... but there's still always yishi and our shopping spree :D
S21 wanna have east coast park outing tmr (: I'm happy la. Always happy for an excuse to get myself out of my house before i explode from eating lol. And always happy for an excuse to play. What's more, it's with my class and miss lim's going (:
Except my side most ppl not going again. But there's still meiqin (: hope i won't feel THAT out of place. Shall look on the bright side and just think that it's too last min (:
Sometimes jinjin feels really out of place in school. It's like you belong neither here nor there. Hm... guess most ppl will not understand 'cos most belong somewhere while im like hanging from a thread dangling first here then there. Period uncertain. Subjected to all kind of forces, people pushing u away when they dun need u, pulling u when they need some comfort. What u can sometimes call 犯贱 ba lol. Maybe a little too harsh a term. But is it really? Im getting to become those kinda ppl u need u call me i'll appear budden otherwise ppl i treat as friends may never remember me. Even find my presence irritating sometimes. Yeps maybe it's jst my oversensitivity, isn't it? No emo-ing（：Ｉｔ's probably my own fault too 'cos i actually feel trapped when stuck with the same group if there's some ppl inside that i have thing i disagree with. Well...maybe that's the trait of librans. Sociable. I just can't feel stuck with one group of people.
Anyway, it's time I can go singing!
And I FINALLY did something to pack my books and cleared the surface of 1/6 of my table :P
OHYA! I met 'Mr Smart' again. Well it's just this one guy i noticed while studying in BPP Mac with Fengru 2-3 sundays ago. Or rather fengru alerted me to this guy who was teaching a girl some academics stuff. Met him again previous sunday while studying with jo n sihui in West Mall BK. Cool. He's teaching again. This time 'O's students. haha it's rare i recognise ppl liddat. But wow... that's coincidental :D
Anyway recently i realised somethings about myself i've never discovered.
I'm a religious freethinker. (:
I like news-based talkshows like ‘关键时刻’ hosted by 刘宝杰 :D
And i like financial programs which i can relate to emotionally, e.g. ‘57金钱爆’ once again hosted by 刘宝杰 :P
I think politics are dirty when all politicians can think about are their personal gains and never remembers the people. :X
I like 命理 programs. haha
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