Life's PERFECT in it's own unique way.
Blame NOT anyone but YOURSELF for not being able to see it.
Look beyond and you'll find PERFECTION in life.
For me, SIMPLICITY is beauty. INNOCENCE.
And I lead my simple perfect life...
THE GIRL.
Jin Hwee
seventeen.
She loves to DANCE, swim and play POOL.
She is NOCTURNAL and loves NIGHT LIFE!
with SLOW music and DIM lighting.
She treasures her FAMILY & FRIENDS
She needs plenty of EXERCISE and aims for tight ABS!
Loves AUTUMN and RAIN. SHE IS WHO you think SHE IS~
ALLIWANTED
Live HAPPILY & PEACEFULLY with family.
Stay with TRUE FRIENDS forever.
More DRESSES & CAPS. BOOTS. MONEY to shop.
Open my own BLOGSHOP!
'A' for ALL subjects in A Levels. DANCE more! New DANCE stuff!
Last night, or rather this morning, i had a dream. I cant remember the dream vividly but i have a rough memory of parts of it. Well, it includes ZaiZai aka Vic Zhou from F4. LOL. talk about the non-sensical stuff in dreams.
Well I guess it had to do that i kept saying that I want get married yesterday. Maybe in addition, I kept thinking that i want get married these few days. LOL. life's such a hastle. I wish I can just live off a man, don't have to worry about money, can buy all i want, have someone to talk to when im bored etc. Isn't it such a wonderful life? Well with the exception of that of cause the man must have enough money for me to spend and must respect and dote on me (:
There's whats related to my dream. In my dream i cant remember exactly what. but i have zaizai-look-alike (honestly he wasnt ever my dreamdate before -.-) as my husband or boyfriend. I think it was boyfriend. I couldnt rmb. Anyway something happened and i sort of felt that theres something lacking between the 2 of us. Is it love? Freshness? or anything. i dont rmb. Anyway thats what set me thinking. I rmb something like i thought we werent suited because of that and i thought about breaking up. Then somehow all of a sudden i thought maybe if i learn to tolerate this actually we are quite ok tgt, also never quarrel or anything everything seem quite perfect except for this lack. Somewhere along this line i woke up. Then i thought... so i can actually be together with someone i dont love that much just because i feel nice with him? Am i that kind of person??
Furthermore, I thought. So thats why people can stay so long in relationships? Say years? It seems so tough, so difficult so close to impossible for me. To marry someone and be together for 30 years?? Then it struck me maybe this is why when in our grandparents' time more or less alot people married out of their parents' arrangement and not rly out of love, this is how they live tgt for so long evn if some of them were never in the 'flaming love' stage? And i thought actually maybe just maybe will i enjoy being with someone who loves me but i dun like tt much. I'll probably grow to love him....
*sigh*
Anyway, this morning i woke up i got this message from sihui tt leelaoshi had 7 slots for a kelong trip tmr. BOOHOOHOO.... I CANT GO! because of dance. i guess i wldn have pon dance and went if not tt i dun rly feel like gg out of the house so early and dun want slp earli and feel abit guilty last min den tell them i pon dance. haixx........ i rly want go la...
And yesterday went watch the much-wanted-to-watch 'Connected' by Barbie Hsu(<3)andLouis Koo(<3).SOOOOO kind hearted hero. seriously if anyone else esp in singapore and fast paced places like america and hongkong ppl wld have just left it to the police or something. A rare bread nowadays, he is. or rather the character is. well i went with jo and her a-hem friend. and i sort of got a bit grouchy. it just sucks being the lightbulb when in the first place i was hoping so much to meet her and have some talking and shopping. i get to do none.
Anyway after that i went to get my much-wanted cap from Tom & Stefanie. Went purposely to West Mall and had this really great sense of satisfaction. Fine im feeling slightly better le (: But there's this sales with really cheap clothes and theres a blouse at 5bucks that i feel like buying and Tshirts at 4bucks. ya so i wear cheap stuff so what? u can barely carry off ur branded goods (:
I went home and tried to fix that mp3 earpiece which is giving me some prob. well one side is spoilt in the minimum -.- And spent today idling at home hogging the com :p and reading an old novel 'A Billionaire's Date' i rented from Beauty World Book Store. Bit boring. Slightly satisfied cos i finally dun have to go school! YAHHOOOO! LOL
Ohh that day wednesday went K with sihui and edi. We totally K old songs like no one's business :P FUN! like 黄金年华 :P lol. too bad i haven been taking pics lately. Anyway we (sihui and i) were talking then i said i will be the kind who hangs out at pubs and clubs next time when i grow up. Man... i so love the nightlife environment... (: But need someone send me home. haha :)
Anyway sihui, I watching 还珠格格1 now :P nehnehpoopoo... lols
recently i feel like watching horror movies but i can find none. 'Mirrors' is M18 and i think they stop showing liao.
And i found this really GREAT lakorn (thai drama)! Yeps, thai. lol with english subtitles. This one that totally charmed and engaged me is call Prissana. by Tik and Taya Rogers. love love love. but its not fully subbed yet :(
