That's how I always feel when e.g. today. Said I wasn't walking then forced by circumstances had to walk to lakeside to top up ez-link. And that day after class outing, said I taking 190 in the end took LRT. Don't know why in this kind of situation I don't want my friends to see me 'cos they will ask and I will feel weird with the answer. But it's not really my choice to 'stalk' them also. It just feels weird.

Made the right choice not?

Sometimes I feel like a 死缠烂打 person. 'Cos I feel like the one sticking to people's backside and asking e.g. 'eating?', 'going home?' and stuff. And in return they don't even bother to remember you when you're not there. That's a sign you mean nothing to them? Hm... I know one shouldn't ask for anything in return. I guess when u start feeling uncomfortable with 1 group of people you should move on? Or is this merely the transition period? Will things change for the better or the worse? Sometimes I feel they or rather he stole my friends? Well that's a super childish thought :P But really, because he's becoming closer and closer to them I feel like the distance between me and both are increasing.

Well whatever. I don't like guys.
And unfortunately no, I'm not a les (:

PS: I've liked that guy for almost 3 months? Wow... another reason to toss him to the wind. If you've been guessing, no it's not who you think 'cos I don't go for guys with girlfriends :)

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