She loves to DANCE, swim and play POOL.
She is NOCTURNAL and loves NIGHT LIFE!
with SLOW music and DIM lighting.
She treasures her FAMILY & FRIENDS
She needs plenty of EXERCISE and aims for tight ABS!
Loves AUTUMN and RAIN.
SHE IS WHO you think SHE IS~
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Victor said he'll turn up today but he didn't. That's a second time. Last sunday same thing happened. Well anything ((:
Dropped my locker key. Shucks. Hope will find it tmr....... Hope hope...........
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Wow and I'm so happy! On the last day of 2009 I got an employment and on the first day of 2010 I overcame my fear and went up and down ShiRui's rooftop! Woohooo~! Sure started out well didn't I? :D
First things first, my new year resolution! (just so i remember)
1. No mac, less fast food and fried food
2. Drop another 2-3kg
3. EXERCISE!
4. Train core muscles
5. Work hard so don't take $$ from mummy again (at least while I'm working and maybe a month after that)
6. Dance more! (: (PS: find cheaper classes and go back RV kop free dancing :D)
Seriously can't think of many sia. Hahahaha.... that's that at least for now (:
Hope to start work soon and hope yishi can find some work she likes (:
PS: If I didn't reply your msg last night, it's coz singtel ate my msgs... =X
So I didn't receive yours......... Yups I'm pissed and probably changing server :(
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It's like hard for some friends of my age to breakup. It's like after you break up you keep thinking of the sweet and nice things the person did for you or which you experienced together. Instead of logically wanting a breakup after the person's gone overboard or that you're actually hurting yourself over the relationship (esp physically), we tend to remember and keep thinking and cherishing the sweet moments, feeding ourselves with illusions. Is it right or wrong? It may be a way to endure and lengthen a relationship but is that what you want? Constantly living under the pressure of that person who is driving you crazy with his jealousy? Constantly tolerating a desperate person who keeps trying to get back to you while flirting and not taking responsibility for his actions behind you back? Is that really the life you want to continue spending? Sometimes it's only after we've awaken that we see how foolish and stupid and how much of a lousy person or incompatible you are with that person. I've been through and I hope my friend will soon awaken from their illusion and live a better and more happy and fulfilling life after. Love can be found in many ways, from many people. Friends and family show everlasting love. It's not necessary to cuff yourself in an illusion of sweetness which is hurting you more.
Hm... anyway back to my interview. Apparently Durty Nelly didn't get back to me so I went Marina Sq with yishi (thanks for the company :)) yesterday to check with the person. Got to know from the manager Cynthia that they have no short of staff at the moment. Well as planned, travelled on to Raffles to Penny Black then on to Ballymoon and Scruffy (or Muddy?) Murphy at Orchard Hotel. Apparently because of my hectic dance schedule, manager at Penny's not really keen on taking me since I'm unable to work either shift on fri and sat, their peak period so I'm like basically quite useless. Says he'll get back to me start of jan if they have need of ppl but no promises. Hm... left quite disheartened. Scruffy's was worse coz the manager outright say they dont take ppl with no experience in F&B coz take 4-5 months to adapt by the time which I'll be leaving. Seriously who takes 4-5 mths to settle in a new job?!!!! esp like a server job? oh man....thats like EXAGGERATION! Haix... thought no chance liao.
Then this morning or around noon someone called me to tell me to register with their main office at Tanglin Shopping Centre and then call them back. Thought it sounded like Apex or something since I saw the name on online job search. Thought I maybe accidentally send my resume to another employment agency. But just now when I came home and check the number they gave me, apparently they were calling from Penny Black's! and the company is Gaelic Inns. Wow! Hope that since they told me to register means there's a chance of me being employed bah.... pray hard pray hard... ((: Please?
Going Tanglin tomorrow morning 10am to register and call them back! Hope it's successful... :S (: Then got 4C steamboat!!! wooohoo~!
had a good chat with Lae.
(((:
Optimism and Hope (:
~~<3
Past few days have been fun! Hmmm due to some misunderstandings, I decided to start searching for my own job so on Thurs, Christmas Eve, Jo pei me went Iluma Suites for job interview. Basically it's some sort of my first face-to-face job interview somemore walkin interview so I was a bit dunno what to do but the manager was nice and everything. In the end couldn't get the job cos of my dance schedule. They require 6 days x 8hrs per week. Unfortunately after deducting all my extra missable classes, I'm still only able to work 7hrs on one of the days... well... sigh...
After that we went IMM cos Jo wants exchange something at Giant and shop for Christmas gifts. Speaking of which I didn't give anyone Christmas gifts this year. Well basically I slacked my entire christmas off with my com and online job searches. Lol! Even the library - one of my favourite places - is closed! haha
Then, in order to catch some bra sale at Lot 1 decided to head down to Lot 1 haha. And imagine, we were wearing like 4+ inch heels all the time！LOL from bugis to IMM to CCK! By the end of the day Jo can hardly walk and my feet's hurting like hell!!! But we enjoyed looking TALL!!!! :P
Yesterday headed out all the way to Tanjong Pagar for our favourite Sakae Sushi buffet. Cos weekend only there got buffet. Haha Kevin's cute with keep wanting to da3bao1. Yan Ting's like poor thing coz her boot's sole came off and couldn't be stuck by super glue coz the tube's MINUTE lol. In the end she ripped out both her boot soles! fun cos no one can tell! Zhiwei's hair or hairless look cute and his mickey mouse cap!
Next Vien, zw, yt, kevin, yk went down with me to Durty Nelly's at Marina Square for interview. The interview went relatively well as in the manager is quite willing to talk about more to me such as CPF stuff, and inquiring more about my hours and such. I feel quite dumb not asking questions but judging by the environment and atmosphere, I will love it if they employ me! Well I will get my reply by latest Tue. HOPE HOPE HOPE!
Went RVDS'08 gathering at Vivo earlier... or so called yesterday. Almost everyone was there. Had dinner at Fig & Olive. Food was.... OK....? Just try not to order spaghettis. Their kehab seems nice and quite saucy but the spags just.. ok.... lol! Rather pay the same price for pastamania (:
After that went rooftop talk talk and play pass the current! Was like fun game. Haha I held the hand of the person I like and what can I say? I like the temperature of said hand ((: Funny thing uh? But I dislike holding warm palms coz I have very low palm and limbs temperature. Lol contrast doesn't feel good for me lol... but ya you will never guess who the person is! HAHAHA! I'm a LES!!! LOL up to you to believe ((: anyway don't think im into another of my infatuation/crush etc. Like means like not love not crush no butterflies in stomach or pink bubbles, not infatuation. Can just enjoy someone's company right (:
Anyway, we started from hitting other's lap to own lap to own head to own buttock! Lol should have video-ed the entire thing. Got so many weird reactions haha... Kept playing coz tried to locate the 'slow' person who always causes that group to lose LOL
Had a great time catching up and like talking to some people I don't usually talk with such as Jiayi haha and overall was just pure fun and exciting with a simple game that almost seems stupid to outsiders :) Caught up a bit with how everyone is and climax was when Jiayi lifted Dashu shoulder sit on his shoulder haha pure joy. Precious moment. :D
Had fun and miss RVDS ((:
Hope I get the job at Durty Nelly's S: (:
Jin Hwee is wild on the inside :D
~~ <3
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Jin Hwee has a long long long wishlist! Lol but need lots money sia... Isn't X'mas coming soon? Santa grant me something? :D
- V-front, V-back Leotards (from Sonata/Stage Image/online, staying off C.C. ones) in Maroon/Burgundy
- Trash pants (3/4 to full length) in Dark Red/Orange [S$32+ from Sonata]
- Wide V-neck dance/knitted sweater
- Bigger, softer bag for my dance stuff (:
It's by choice that I chose a path with noone i know. I wanted a change of environment and I managed it. But now when I look on fb, go for outings etc, it's as if... there's a break between me and the rest now. I see them enjoying 2 years I've missed spending with them. Regrets? I bet I have lots of that. But it's all a process of growing and maturing right? I will pull through just fine. (: After all I've been through teachers' pet -> flirt -> bimbo -> huachi -> possessiveness -> red alert -> friends -> eighteen.
Excessive time makes us think excessively, doesn't it? At least I'm glad to have regained my passion for dance after half finding a bore and dreading it and wasting lots money for 3 years. I'll pull through Grade 8 with Distinction just like how I did with the past 2. And score As for 'A' Levels. GOOD LUCK!
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